Work sometimes asks for some extra devotion. Today was one of those moments. Being a support engineer is no easy task sometimes. especially when you are supporting over 13 different time zones across the world. Some problem happened in Turkey production. The window is just 4 hrs. before the production starts.. and that also late nite in Turkey. which means early morning hrs in India. I dont despise it but then I dont love it either. Who wants to wake up at 4 in morning to go to office.
Sleep evades me.. mostly owing to the fact that I keep thinking about her most of the time while I lie in my bed. Thinking of the days when I used to lie beside her. Smelling her hairs.. feeling her arms around me. Looking at that cute little face with eyes closed.. feeling her warm breath on my cheeks... or face.
I wish I could see her.. what is she doing.. when she is alone in her bed. Is she crying? I wish I could reach out to her. Touch her.. sometime I stretch my hands in sleep just to feel her beside me. Once or twice I had a feeling that she is lying beside me.. I dont know if it was hallucination or just a dream. Most of the time its empty. Then I remember, she is no more beside me.. she wud be lying alone. I wonder does she reach out for me. Out of habit or hope.
What things may become.. I dont know.. but desire for her. Longingness for her.. is burning.. more fierce.. more vibrant...
